Saturday, October 9, 2010

Thank ......

to look back ....all it have is 2 more months left. been through alot.
"GOD" my desire to live for you is stronger everymore single day.......the days that nobody trust and believe me...the days where people turn their back on me...the days where im alone walking ....running this race. You hold ur word strong...there and it seems that everything is not ok but it turn out the other way round.

i could'nt believe that throughout all these while .....all that happend, it ended! naive....19 i am ....1 more day to 20. this is ur SON for the past 20 years! Im srry for the things that i made wherelse mum and dad ......Im srry ,, Hey Dad Look at me...think back and talk to me ...did i grow up according to your plan.! i try hard to mi ake it ,...i just wana make you proud. never be good enough for you, cant pretend that im alright.

New stage of life, Thank Lord for her...she always been an amazing gal....behind me! couldnt do it without her and it takes me on to another level where life is not just living on your own..urself only. .....thank God for her.

lord thankyou for everything..glad its gona end!

Oliverchan

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Move on.....

3 more MONTHS! Goodness....time passes real fast. I have yet to settle down looking for course and it felt like everyday i have lesser time .

For the past 3 months.....Can you believe it>>???? I got into LOGIS! =D its like finally haha and heard that 2 went before me was rejected and its really by the grace of God.
Last weekend was the BEST WEEKEND YET! ....i spent 3 hrs catching up good times with this primary school friend and guess what...within 3 hrs he shared with me almost everything he is going through and at that point of time i started to introduce JESUS IN! after that 3 hrs he gave his heart to CHRIST! =D PRAISE GOD! =D

nxt month 3 running events ....dec 1 marathon. no time ..no time! and gg prepare offering word for cg tmr! ,....gtg!

IN JESUS NAME ,. ....3 months! i am READY!!


oliverchan!!! NO TIME!!!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

heh!

Week ended! finally ended!.........heh! this is one of the week that will never forget , everyday seems to be long really long. i begin to see it another diff level....the harder u fall...higher u bounce.!

heh! i'm not hoping for anything but this really hurts...hahah! its like tons of xtra duties wont be even par to it...

No regrets....haha! foolishly did it.......

gg 10km! =

oliverchan

Friday, August 6, 2010

Learnt....

In the past......to other ppl its so easy...but i learnt that everything from above is Important,

i failed badly this time....haha! i could have done it better....but its good cause at least you knw where u stands.! haha!

Rotten week....3 xtras!
Thnk God!

OliverChan

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Hold ON!

A Strong Person Knows how to keep their life in order , even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say "im ok " with a Smile! =D awesome huh! to others it might really be a way of finding comfort or consolation PRize but if u know what i am talking about...with this attitude towards life...It WILL STIRR OUR GOD UP~~!! and we'll see miracles and things that we long for...Hold on! huh....=D

1. Finally Got CLASS 3!
2. Finally met up!. lol! its like once in a blue moon ...
3. MY SISTER IS REVIVE!!!! LOL!!!!Praise God!

Its not always easy but im in forever....Some ppl laugh...some ppl cry...some ppl live...some ppl die...some ppl run right into the fire....some ppl hide their every desire. 4.5 months to go and 2 years back to GovT~!!!
I m inspired.....Jason ng said " Bro..You are crazy..Crazily on FIRE! " ahahha....with only 86 400 secs in a day and to serve and love God is More than anything else..lastly.....

I am Inspired By You! =D.....I read ur Life for the past 4.5 years and I thank God For everything..Jia you!

Oliverchan

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Frustrated...

......Father!.....Pray for Patience! arghh!! I felt like hitting one straight 30km down the road now!.........i felt i lost everything....everything except you alone!....

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Its OVER~!!!!!! =D

And here again...Finally!! Finally...Its over! The Driving Tester came with A "GORILLA" face and after 5 mins.....I passed! =D Seriously....Its Crazy for the past 9 months taking tests and going for license and how important to have one . In future its 4 wheels!!! =D Praise God!

There are so many times where we fall...and gota pick ourself up and its like your Confidence level is Nothing...real nothing! .....
After 1 year...real 1 year ...haha i manage to squeeze my sunday and met her up!.....im impressed by the way this friend of mine hw she manage things and stuffs. with so many Crosses to CARRY! =D

I lost my identity for the past 1 year....label as ....Weakling! ......haha! ironic...with so many things i can do and yet its nothing.... not a good brother.....not a good person....not even a good Christian!.....not even a good friend....

I m sorry for flipping your plate of rice......I am sorry For not being there when u needed your Brother....Im sorry for making emtpy promises...i am sorry ...i dun even qualify to stay here or even ask u out to listen out to u! ....

...Shattered