1 Life For Jesus =)

Thank ......

2010-10-09T23:12:00.003+08:00

to look back ....all it have is 2 more months left. been through alot.
"GOD" my desire to live for you is stronger everymore single day.......the days that nobody trust and believe me...the days where people turn their back on me...the days where im alone walking ....running this race. You hold ur word strong...there and it seems that everything is not ok but it turn out the other way round.

i could'nt believe that throughout all these while .....all that happend, it ended! naive....19 i am ....1 more day to 20. this is ur SON for the past 20 years! Im srry for the things that i made wherelse mum and dad ......Im srry ,, Hey Dad Look at me...think back and talk to me ...did i grow up according to your plan.! i try hard to mi ake it ,...i just wana make you proud. never be good enough for you, cant pretend that im alright.

New stage of life, Thank Lord for her...she always been an amazing gal....behind me! couldnt do it without her and it takes me on to another level where life is not just living on your own..urself only. .....thank God for her.

lord thankyou for everything..glad its gona end!

Oliverchan

Move on.....

2010-09-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

3 more MONTHS! Goodness....time passes real fast. I have yet to settle down looking for course and it felt like everyday i have lesser time .

For the past 3 months.....Can you believe it>>???? I got into LOGIS! =D its like finally haha and heard that 2 went before me was rejected and its really by the grace of God.
Last weekend was the BEST WEEKEND YET! ....i spent 3 hrs catching up good times with this primary school friend and guess what...within 3 hrs he shared with me almost everything he is going through and at that point of time i started to introduce JESUS IN! after that 3 hrs he gave his heart to CHRIST! =D PRAISE GOD! =D

nxt month 3 running events ....dec 1 marathon. no time ..no time! and gg prepare offering word for cg tmr! ,....gtg!

IN JESUS NAME ,. ....3 months! i am READY!!

oliverchan!!! NO TIME!!!

heh!

2010-08-08T06:24:00.002+08:00

Week ended! finally ended!.........heh! this is one of the week that will never forget , everyday seems to be long really long. i begin to see it another diff level....the harder u fall...higher u bounce.!

heh! i'm not hoping for anything but this really hurts...hahah! its like tons of xtra duties wont be even par to it...

No regrets....haha! foolishly did it.......

gg 10km! =

oliverchan

Learnt....

2010-08-06T06:03:00.002+08:00

In the past......to other ppl its so easy...but i learnt that everything from above is Important,

i failed badly this time....haha! i could have done it better....but its good cause at least you knw where u stands.! haha!

Rotten week....3 xtras!
Thnk God!

OliverChan

Hold ON!

2010-07-25T09:46:00.000+08:00

A Strong Person Knows how to keep their life in order , even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say "im ok " with a Smile! =D awesome huh! to others it might really be a way of finding comfort or consolation PRize but if u know what i am talking about...with this attitude towards life...It WILL STIRR OUR GOD UP~~!! and we'll see miracles and things that we long for...Hold on! huh....=D

1. Finally Got CLASS 3!
2. Finally met up!. lol! its like once in a blue moon ...
3. MY SISTER IS REVIVE!!!! LOL!!!!Praise God!

Its not always easy but im in forever....Some ppl laugh...some ppl cry...some ppl live...some ppl die...some ppl run right into the fire....some ppl hide their every desire. 4.5 months to go and 2 years back to GovT~!!!
I m inspired.....Jason ng said " Bro..You are crazy..Crazily on FIRE! " ahahha....with only 86 400 secs in a day and to serve and love God is More than anything else..lastly.....

I am Inspired By You! =D.....I read ur Life for the past 4.5 years and I thank God For everything..Jia you!

Oliverchan

Frustrated...

2010-07-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

......Father!.....Pray for Patience! arghh!! I felt like hitting one straight 30km down the road now!.........i felt i lost everything....everything except you alone!....

Its OVER~!!!!!! =D

2010-07-13T10:24:00.002+08:00

And here again...Finally!! Finally...Its over! The Driving Tester came with A "GORILLA" face and after 5 mins.....I passed! =D Seriously....Its Crazy for the past 9 months taking tests and going for license and how important to have one . In future its 4 wheels!!! =D Praise God!

There are so many times where we fall...and gota pick ourself up and its like your Confidence level is Nothing...real nothing! .....
After 1 year...real 1 year ...haha i manage to squeeze my sunday and met her up!.....im impressed by the way this friend of mine hw she manage things and stuffs. with so many Crosses to CARRY! =D

I lost my identity for the past 1 year....label as ....Weakling! ......haha! ironic...with so many things i can do and yet its nothing.... not a good brother.....not a good person....not even a good Christian!.....not even a good friend....

I m sorry for flipping your plate of rice......I am sorry For not being there when u needed your Brother....Im sorry for making emtpy promises...i am sorry ...i dun even qualify to stay here or even ask u out to listen out to u! ....

...Shattered

=(

2010-07-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

....Ended! ...i tried and....there are nothing left to .........Deep down....its empty!.
....cant Accept....I cant Accept that it ENDED here.......for no particular reasons.

Oliverchan

Ended....

2010-06-28T01:07:00.002+08:00

Great Service Yesterday!...Pastor Kong came and preached ! Sun came tooo!...love surpasses all !!

1 life...u have...and all i can think is just to live for Jesus! ..........

For the past 3 weeks is literally Resting ........You shown me what can we do more than what we imagine and could think off.. , i am excited ...excited to run this race for you! through everything i will learn to slow down and look back and learn everything which i fall off!....nxt year feb to SUNTEC!!! WE cant wait !!

Nothing but lastly..... ! it ended. 4 weeks! ....heh! If i could get that time machine!.....

Eyes are closing....Hearts are mourning......Body Exhausted....Spirit Hunger!!....Lord..I need u!

oliverchan

Inspired...

2010-06-25T03:56:00.003+08:00

0358am....and its like having the luxury to blog and catch those live games going on this period. Thank God and i m recovering and in few weeks time i be back to running again =D. For the past few days its literally spending time but real quality time at home doing individual stuffs.
Out of everything ....this week i been to Cgm lynn's mum Art Class to help her to teach the kids for Art and craft! Amazing heh.....! Aunt was simply awesome , the way she taught and handle those kids ...u gota require patience and lots of tolerance, i should say ...haha but nevertheless all i could remember is that those kids came to me and actually wanted to take pics at the end of the class...the 2 hours of the lesson was worth while and its really fruitful! Giving back to the society..changing lives and looking at how people being blessed at the little things you do.

Pondering...and deep down in thoughts during my run......all along People would wana be Bless but instead of blessing other people...and i never felt so Inspired at how seeing people being blessed and received in anything that we do for them. Lord .....i wana inspired Them....i wana made known that being a Christian , We can be as Colorful as the world out there.

5 more months...its really 5 more months to go.....and till today i m still stuck ...thinking why i am in this blue uniform, and maybe everything happend for a reason . After all....these 2 years i learnt alot....and its how the world is....

Gtg.....crap and to think that i am using "ALVIN " 's laptop now

Its the 4th Week ...and its seems like fading away ...the conversations and everything. I be lying if everything is ok....haha! I missed the texts....the phone calls ...the Eclipse and the sweets.....! heh! like a 5 year old kid complaining and whining..........real lousy....its not the situation absurd..i guess what i been doing is absurd!...And Right now i doubt i will hear frm her again ..heh! ............my aug 5.

Oliverchan

REVIVED !! LOL!!!

2010-06-22T11:40:00.002+08:00

Its been a while i used this.....=) .

Lots of stuffs been going on recently..... " Lord , i can do so much more!"

Its kinda Mixed feeling , i am thankful for the things he did in my life! Its 2010 June 22 ,
i am here ..sharing ......there is this Brother , I detest ....kind of dislike You know back then when we are serving in the ministry and 3 years later he is now my Leader ! Ironic huh.?>!...without him i doubt i be staying ...... im not good with words but throughout the past 2 years ...God reveal to me how he do things and work things out!.... 5 more months to end this 2 years!

During this 2 years, i been running .....even more and realise that a human body can go through more than what individual can though of....Long Distance Running! i never though and imagine that i m doin it now... they said im crazy, who kept on running ....but in the actual fact, my lord you know the reason why i Run...I gona Run PHYSICALY STRONGLY....SPIRITUALL ..EMOTIONALY STRONGLy Too!...

During Ac...I met this Girl....who had been serving for the past 5 days back then.....i was distracted on the last day the way she served and usher the congregation...on the positive note there are things to learn from the young usher...and on the other hand if i will to say it is absolutely absurd.....and all i can say..God is Good!.

Nobdy knw what 's in for tmr and for all i knw...is that i have you bymy side...and every step that i take ...im walking with you for the rest of my life =)

Thnk lord
Oliverchan!

ITS SUFFICIENT!

2009-08-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

woa! i guess its been a long time i can do this.lol! SITTING DOWN~ and use the computer! i miss so many things, the people around me esp! .....i thnk u so much , well at least right now i know what i m doing, and in the midst of everything its transparent to you and i want you to know that i m trying REALLY HARD to DRAW SO MUCH CLOSER to the PRESENCE! .......sufficient!...i m thnkful!

I laid everything before you just to let you know,....i cnt imagine life without you!

Oliverchan

He is With ME!

2009-07-25T00:57:00.002+08:00

I have nothing...but YOU! I m serious! i being to see and learn things in various new ways and start to go the other way but...gota make sure its NARROW! ...NARROW!!!!!!

Oliverchan

oopps...

2009-07-14T21:25:00.002+08:00

i did something .... and its really unlikely of me to do that. afterall still have a long way to go to learn, the days ahead ...its like there is no vision at all. cnt u believe it...how can you survive in an environment where all of diff kind. i have no where to run..to go,.....i wana get out..out of this ....of this,

i cnt believe it ....i am in IT!...

survive...

2009-07-08T20:36:00.002+08:00

its like onli 360 rounds... zombies evrywhere 1 pipe bomb, wahh..
onli ng n chong knw.... its evrywhere..hw to run...

another day,

2009-07-06T21:41:00.002+08:00

its better for you not to know than to know....lol! i cnt believe it.
everything 0 percent, stand in my shoes, you will able to read it all...

Only he Understand...

2009-06-28T20:27:00.002+08:00

initially i though everything is gona be fine after 5 months..it became worse! Haha Ironic!
......It seems that this fight....i m alone! I FORGOTTEN how to depend on you.....i lost the touch on hw to depend on you... i m all ALONE~!... though alone was great....indeed "great"

I do not know hw to carry on.....So many LEFT After goin in. this transition period is toooo much....and it seems that everyday is realli like a war where ppl around you are eating you up and you lost YOURSELF! enugh.....a balloon will burst eventually if it reaches to its MAX!
I m on my rooftop.....hitting the ceiling.
I dun wana leave......

.......
oliverchan

Right Way...

2009-06-24T20:56:00.001+08:00

To change will be the ONLY WAY! =) ........

dun let me go....

2009-06-20T22:41:00.001+08:00

u knw ......u knw eveything abt me..
i want to change the circumstances around me.... u gota hlp me.....

oliverchan

Adjust...

2009-06-11T22:26:00.002+08:00

gona adjust..i gona adjust to changes around me! its really tiring ....no time! i have no time at all....
keeping quiet dosent mean ur agreeing to everything.

I still Believe in you
Oliverchan

content...

2009-06-06T09:37:00.002+08:00

by now i shld be contented....Life gona be Busy...the rest dosent really matter anymore

thnk God! .

Gona be tougher...ahead

2009-06-02T22:33:00.002+08:00

The Road ahead gona be so much tougher..!
I have no choice.......put my feet on solid ground!....

42km ....5 hr 30 mins..this time round better than last year! ...=)

12 hr...12 hr! oooHH!!!!

Teach me hw to smile!
Oliverchan

Away...

2009-05-27T23:24:00.001+08:00

I felt myself slipping away ......

Silently....

Oliverchan

CRZY!

2009-05-26T11:11:00.003+08:00

Its realli crazy ..cause 12hrs on the run for consecutive 5 days! We chase foreigners frm 1 street to the other! arresting ppl everywhere LOL! in and out.....i felt being used! thnk God i met a real cool CHC member yest..and realli encouraged me alot and shared with me his past exp!....in the midst of all happendings and everything i felt...weak .seriously weak! WHY? in the environment where u are really tired physically already and there are ppl who really add on to it.....

"Why charasmatic....why CHC...Why give offerings..tithes..b.fund..give give give give!."

I was attacked and arrowed...by this .....and goin to strive on makes no purpose at all ..adding on to the ppl. LOL!!!

Its The Freedom that Christ had set us FREE!

Holding on!
oliverchan

My 5 MONTHS! =)

2009-05-09T21:44:00.005+08:00

FI FELDY =)

Thnk God....My 5 Months! Its Over.....

=)...coming back to youuu

Oliverchan

LAST THURSDAY!!!!

2009-05-03T16:45:00.001+08:00

LAST THURSDAY!!! .....

Father You will SEE ME THROUGH!!! =)

Oliverchan

Everything!

2009-04-30T09:14:00.002+08:00

I need to hear You. listen to you and obey! I been misled for so many times!
they though its impossible......thnk God by now everything came to an end.

Guess wd i got through the 2nd interview for pti and got the final one in few days time =)
will start giving from NOW!!! ....i want to bless ..i want to share and i dun wan to kept everything to myself!

It dosent serve any purpose when u have everything but the only thing you lose is yourself!....i cant imagine life without you. Desperate for changing... Blinded...Blinded...i been blinded for the mistakes i did....its not being blur ...T.T
My trainning days coming to an end..............May 7 POP!!!!

oliverchan

NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!

2009-04-27T09:22:00.002+08:00

May 7!! NEXT WEEK!!!! I cant wait! ....

I am Wrong...so wrong ..getting ahead of others ..desire to be better than others at the expense of others. My Life is no total in control of my hands but yours, whatevea it be and will be i will obey...

i hurt my back last week rahh!!! ARGHH!!

with everything...i can do BETTER! More Room for improvement...

oliverchan

2 more WEEKS!

2009-04-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

HOLD IT THERE!!!!!!! .....Time passes real fast! after today i have exactly 2 more book in. =)
it comin...its comin..comin!!!! I WAN IT FAST!!! =))

after so many months ...they said you changed and i hrd dat some said...when ppl goes in its either to the better or drifter away! iwana be STRONGER! Cause U are STRONGER! =) i can do so much...and make amend for the things i did! i dun wana hold back ......last 2 weeks , i can...i can end it with a BETTER Way and its

Better " ME"

Oliverchan

Love JESUS!

2009-04-14T12:43:00.003+08:00

Thank God! Once again Easter is over=) time passes real fast . My 3 days blocked leave coming to an end. 3 more weeks ....3 more weeks! Really Excited for that day to come and i know i know for the past 5 months in camp whatever it be...may be and the outcome i m glad its over , out of the 5 months i thank God ....Thank you for putting "NICE" and "COOL'' people around me and at times when i need help, you are there!

I need My Guitar Back! Its been a while i come to worship him alone with it....I promise ...promise that i be more committed than ever BEFORE after this "Trainee Life" ...and out of everything the greatest fear is to lose the people around you that you love and cherish.

Thank God For Jesus!

Oliverchan

Everything Behind Close Doors!

2009-04-10T20:56:00.002+08:00

Its gona end after 3 weeks ! I need F.of man! i need Every single little Grace ! I need ..Gota need the right Posting ! i did everything and gave it all ! Every Big and small.....little and much! i m not strong i need You!..Thank For Everything...You have been with me throughout! Everytime there.....I m Sorry. I have Hurt and Broke Your Heart So many times! Let you down in things esp small little things. I Doubt It will get better ....I promise to get back . Thank You...for Good Friday and Easter!

I m Sorry!

Oliverchan

Fast....

2009-04-05T16:56:00.002+08:00

It came....too fast! Quick for me when everything just comes in like this! I need to cling on to you, is all that i can do. ...I need to Change Something before POP!
Nobody gona help..

Changee......

oliverchan

ITS OVER!!! 4 MORE WEEKS!!!!

2009-04-03T19:43:00.002+08:00

MAYDAY!....MAYDAY! Its Over! 4 more weeks To POP! MAY 7! ARGHHH!!! I just wana END IT QUICK!!! =) Clear EVERYTHING ...Thnk God ...THis week is really Lucky and Blesssed! Out of 2/34 Passed . And I m 1 of them ...LOL!

Arghh..I must be FIRM in the decision that i have made. gota be decisive. Easter is coming!!! I knew its gona change again and ..from better to better !!
I cant let little things hold me back...dragggggggggg for tooo long and if this carry on ..people are gona over take and start stepping onto you day by day!

You Will neva know how it feels like to be just in the desert ...alone and all around you are predators ...waiting for you ..for you to fall just one mistake u make and all will come laughing and mocking at you!

I know and i Know.....every week i be better and even better! only You can Understand!

Oliverchan

ITs ENDING.....

2009-03-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

Nxt Week....Drill Test..sbt Test..Pdt Test...Law Test and its Officially OVER!

As times goes i felt each day its getting tougher and tougher! Its ending and perharps thats why all ..all is going for that position and it seems they are all around me behind me waiting to strike!
You cant please ALL! Not even One! But GOD ALONE! ....

gota watch my back..its getting rowdy ...worldly and i need to come back ...come back ...get back to you!

Forgive me...I m not Faithful at all times....

oliverchan

The Gold Standard!

2009-03-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

Oh NO!!! muahhaha! We shifted up to 3rd level of the company and it means need to wake up even earlier to fall in! LOL!!! 3 level is not so DIRTY afterall =)

This week the race was postponed to nxt nxt monday! T.T I cleared everything this week! PRAISE THE LORD!!! I injured my little toe on my right on wednesday night because of being "tau POK" by my bunkmates/ The nxt 2 days ITs HEALED! =)
1st 1ppt : pass
2nd ippt : pass
3rd ippt : Gold
4rd ippt : Gold muahah!

and Praise God Praise God PRAISE GOD!!! I found JEREMY in CAMP! LOL!!! we are starting to pray everyday.....nxt week and even though he is frm expo , i m just seriously Blessed BIG TIME cause afterall if its get worse off he is there to lift me up and pray tog! =)

From day 1....I wanted to be the fastest in the company line in 2.4km ippt...fastest in Psoc! ...and with all that i got it this week ...i had everything. Fastest in Company line! But above all i lost discipline in prayer life ....discipline in the standard and the way i present myself! ....Its starting to get arrogant and Prideful . Thats not what it meant to be...
I m losing....its losing ......and its real bad! ......and actually gave people the wrong idea and feelings about issues .......

oliverchan

Endurance !

2009-03-07T10:32:00.003+08:00

I gona close this week with an applause! Thnk God i m running 10km crosscountry for Police acad nxt monday! =) this week trainning is tough! we cover at least 7 km everyday , on wed 100 laps at stadium! thnk God for strength. They say its impossible to beat the GURKA! ...Honestly TRUE! LOL!....iF comes to pratical terms for every 400 m u gota hit the time of 1 min 10 secs and below which and that makes it around 7 min and 40 secs apromix for 2.4km in 6 rounds
and if we bring it to 10 km for the 10km u gota take out ur lungs when u run and put it back after the race!

i CANT WAIT FOR END OF MARCH!.POP DRILLS!!!! LOL!!! We gona POP on May 7!
Meanwhile with everything...i felt like a GOLD FISH Out of the FISH BOWL Grasping for Air!
I gota....Renew...change ...thinking and stand even stronger for God!

HOLA! HOLA HOLA! Nxt Monday...Cross Crountry...Wed IPPT! its 110%

Oliverchan

soooon...

2009-02-22T17:01:00.002+08:00

just gota finish it sooon...real sooon! I pray!

oliverchan

Faster...Faster....

2009-02-20T23:53:00.002+08:00

The week is Over..! Just like that! This week is really TIRED! 2 more months!!! I prayed!

all will worked out WELL! =)....

Not Ashamed!

2009-02-15T17:38:00.003+08:00

This week gona do something real different........its not the usual.

"You brought me home,welcome me in with open arms ...into unending life."

God Is GOOD ALL THE TIME! =)

oliverchan

.....

2009-02-14T01:50:00.001+08:00

Draineeed!!.....Seriously Drained!!!!!

I need you....God.

oliverchan

THANK ELAINE! ( W116 LOVE YOU ALWAYS)

2009-02-08T17:51:00.003+08:00

She Never Fails To SMILE In Every CGM! I had an Awesome and Wonderful Cell Grp Leader For the Past 3 Years! She would always Always ALWAYS Be there to encourage and Lift Me up and W116 In times when "you" are Really Down!

The Only thing Constant Is CHANGE! Through Her, God Changed My LIFE over the past few Years...I m not Perfect but i m really thankful for the things she did in my life and in the cg.
From a Person who dosent SMILE....Curse and Swear...Procrastinate ...Lie ..Cheat and Steal...and its like really amazing to wd happend today.

I would neva Forget....From Day 1 Till now " BROTHER "Ai ZAI!" Accountability and Pride and etc.. What eva all the things that comes she would always stand strong and Pray For Me and The Cg.!

I would NEva Miss HER CELLGROUP!.....Neva Forget the times She spent in and with the Cellgrp!

1) visitation....Outing...Jb Outing....Fellowship...Cellgrp.

What day isit?.....

2 Years AWAY In Aust...Gona BE FRUITFUL! AHAH

Thank Elaine =)

Loved By w116 AlWAYS!

THIS WEEK GONA BE BETTER ......

Thank Jesus!

Oliverchan

Not out!

2009-02-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

I tried to Fight It...CAnt DENY IT! You Dont EVEN KNOW!

after 10 mins....It Just went Black out! Thnk God for Healing ....38.6 Degree is Really SUPER HIGH!! 3 days on Bed was not Good at all! I gota Keep on Praying..seeking...time..time..I dun have enough time!

They Stay Behind you and start to STAB..STAB..STAB! They are all around Me....Hunting me down...hiding around. On the surface Everything really look and seems so Nice! I begin to believe and step into the nxt Level where You gota STAND Strong in times when no one is really with you. I struggle everynight to catch my Breathe...catch Sleep...Catch The TIME to Pray and think ......For 5 days straight is ENough!

" You are MY ROCK...My SHELTER...REFUGE!"

I m DOwn But not OUT!

Oliverchan

Down!

2009-02-01T18:13:00.002+08:00

....Mr Flu...Miss Sore Throat...Miss Cough with Mr Fever came in just right again! Down! I m really down , But this time round be better not gona see Doc ....Tmr Ippt and Etc.!

I need You!'....I m WEAK! ......God Is STRONG!

*Happy 18th Birthday!*

Oliverchan

HAAAAA CHEW!!!~~ Excuse ME!

2009-01-31T21:50:00.003+08:00

Elaine Birthday /Chong Birthday!!!

Haaaaa CHEW!!!! .....Its getting Colder Everynite!! * SHIVERING*! I could'nt think of anything but to stay still and THINK!! .....And My Heart keeps Beating faster and faster each time my Thoughs are "ON"! When the one You want DOSENT Want YOU!

Never Gone...In my Heart I Would Leave and Place 3 things Foreva and Eva!
1) God
2)Family
3) "Friend"

This WEek....I Learnt That Life is More and Even More Vulnerable than U think....Its like in a moment u would just Be GONE! I see myself finish degree...studies and came out to the society working....i begin to see people changing...family getting save!
I dun wana HOLD BACK!!!>.... "BEST TRAINEE!" It is Possible With GOD!.....THe nxt remaining 3 months Be better I PRAY!

* I dreamt of Fishses Dying everyday!*

Oliverchan

Watch Your FRONT! ....

2009-01-27T11:30:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year Is Good! ........Once again thnk God For the Blessings and everything that i received during this Festive! I m GETTING MY NEW PHONE!!! ....Sooooon! =)

Endure....Tolerate...."REN" !!!!! Its...Too much to take in....its TOO MUCH To Swallow....Its Too much To Bear!!...But If u begin to look at it....it just take u to keep quiet . All things will Work Out WEll!

My God is Good All the TIME! ....HE Never Fails!.......Time...I Have No Time At All! I need to Sit Down .....Think ..and Again Change my Plans for the NExt few Months! .....I cant Compromise for him.........

He is Reading...He Knows...I PLan, He Guide! He Knows Me ....Inside Out.....Everything. He Knows Whats Going On....

And I ONLY Know.....---> HANG ON!!!

oliverchan

Integrity...

2009-01-18T09:07:00.002+08:00

I must live with it....and even if i cant make it at the end of the day. I m really afraid ...scared! and it seems that you put in so much effort and at the end of the day nothing came out. Nothing! thats really v. pessimistic. There is nothing i can do about it... Move back ..Move....I wana Move Forward.....Make it Happend! Integrity.....Integrity Cant Feed Me But It brings me to the nxt Lvl! ....argh!

Happy Birthday ELAINE!!!!!!! * Our Cg Did something Really Nice and Sweet...!

Oliverchan

.....

2009-01-16T22:45:00.002+08:00

....I look around and i found myself alone.. All of the People around me....Panting..Coughing ..Sneezing....! Breathelesss....the room is seriously Contanminated...Crap...Bacteria....Viruses! .....Everynight I tried to sleep....tried to fight over ...Mind over Body! .....

Crap...I cnt Fall Sick Now! My bunk neeeeddss Your Touch.! Is getting Crappy ...everyweek...people begin to fall sick every SINGLE DAY! .....Enough is really Enough...Time Is Running Like Crazy....

I gota JUmp JUMP..above 235cm!!!! ARghh...its really Random..this is really random! I cant believe it...I am SICK! arghh!...The Reason why...You will Feel really sianx when you are sick is because ..

1) Chinese New Year cOming
2)Ippt Coming)
3) Body Is weak
4) Cannot EXERCISE!

God WIll Heal!! He Will Heal!

* I Begin to feel Really Wasted each time...IT says..." Go away." "Leave Me alone" "**** off"
. Mind Over Body! .....

GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!
OLIVERCHAN

Not alone!

2009-01-11T17:26:00.001+08:00

Life is getting harder day by day And I don't know what to do, what to say And my mind is growing weak every step I take It's uncontrollable. Now they think I'm fake, yeah

Coz I'm not alone, no, no, noI'm not alone, no, no, noI'm not alone,

And I, I get on the train on my ownAnd my tired radio keeps playing tired songsAnd I know that there's not long to goOh, and all I wanna do I just go home

People rip me for the clothes I wearEvery day just seems to be the sameThey just swearThey just don't care

Na na na na'sCoz I'm not alone, no, no, noLa la la la, yeah, yeah. I'm not alone,

Oliverchan

My God......

2009-01-10T08:36:00.002+08:00

I Try Blog Something Different...Really Different This time round but it seems that Every Post is So Religious...not religious but if others read it, they will really think that i m really Crazy ahah!

Here it Goes....

This Week is Really Memorable ...I should say My Jaws are Wide Open If i would Sum all up together . Monday Was Good =)! I Begin to Cherish My Family Even More ...Its Just when You realise that you are really fortunate and Blessed than Others. I love My Family! People Would Really think i m crazy if i say this cause for the past few Years i been really Dry and Defeated when it comes to Family. But God is Amazing....Its just Like in a Moment everything was Gone and New Relationship begin to start.

I Begin to Love and Enjoy This 5 months Of Trainning at Camp! 5 months Is really long T.T but its the value and etc that you learn! I m Enjoying it every SINGLE DAY~! =) Its like....I m goin all out 100 Percent Everyday For HIM And For Myself!

This WEek I felt like I have so much in Hand but I cant do anythiing to Help just really Helpless! " HEY IF YOU KEEP CARRY ON HELPING AND ENCOURAGING..OTHERS MIGHT NOT EVEN CARE.!" Its When You though u could Lift some one up and change one life everysingle day and everything was screwed right from the beginning to the end. Blank...blank Blank...My Mind IS really Blank ahah!

Every Night....I m Praying...wondering...i felt so ocuppied in the middle of the night....too much i m wonderin and browsing back my History too much!....one of the night...my Squad mate Went up WALKING UP AND DOWN in the middle of the room and out of the sudden he came Strangling my FRIEND ! I m like " ARGHH!!!!!!!! " LOL! all of us went out of the room and left him inside when Instructors came down he laid flat on the Ground . CRAZY NIGHT!! AHAH! ...I m still thinking how come all of us was like GIRLS really Girls came out screaming instead of waking him up.. and on and on...came a STORY Telling me A GIRL was in the room everynight walking Up and DOWN! muahahah!! i was like really FREAK OUT! ahha! Afterall....I m NOT AFRAID! LOL!!!

The nxt following day ..all of us had our 2.4km run...i felt LIKE SONIC...FLASH...SUPERMAN....Its just like You finish taking STERIODS~~! lol ...My Blood was really Gushing like real crazing before the run and i Completed everything in 9min 24 Secs..My Jaws are really WIDE THIS TIME ROUND LOL! My Regular timing was 10.25 and it just went to 9.24secs. THnk God...This TIme round I really Felt like Sonic...my Squadmates just think i went bersek that week...Thnk God..LOL i m fine! I wana Jump above 220cm...lol i can !! crap i gota jump jump higher every single day!

I m seeing myself climbing...moving into a new Stage where you are really alone and no one is there for you...but just gota rely and think depend on yourself! Oh God is really faithful and at times when really faithless..he is always there! i can look forward everyweek now....I wana climb higher....faster faster!!......My Mind Is dead..again LOL! God is Good all the Time ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Oliverchan

Good Bye 08!

2009-01-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

Thnk God For 2008! Last Year Is really really like Roller Coaster Ride! I wana Serve and SHINE Greater This YEAR! ....Thnk God For w116! ....Favor of Man...Protection and People Around Me To Support and Listen to me Complaining HUH! lol! ITs a WIERD WORLD Dont u know that!...

Thnks...

Jason NG : He Taught me how to play the Guitar with Yongjing! =) and always down dere to Support me and cell when realli realli v.down at times lol.

Quangyee.: Faithfully Praying for us

Qihui: Craping and...always down dere bookin ntu room for us

Vic.: I love her BIRTHDAY CARDS!!!!

Verona: She realli stirrs me up eveytime .......

Shella: Taught me and encourage me ....Thnks SIS!

Yuan Jun: PERFECTLY GENTLEMAN!

WEILIANG : This is one kind of Bro that i always go to ..LOL My tissue paper! hey there I appreciated u lots!

Shifu: Thnx God for her....at times we wont be late at home cause she is always down dere to bless the cg...and of course...send us home...

Chong: Thnx Bro for Everything ..I MEANT EVERYTHING! IF U KNOW! LOL! This guy is just like my Brother from ANOTHER MOTHER!

Elaine: WE will Miss YOU GREATLY! =)

Thnk God For her...to hear me Whine....And Complain! =X

2009 Will Be Even BETTER!

oliverchan

Changing....

2008-12-27T22:23:00.003+08:00

Its getting Better~! I Begin to enjoy Everydae in Camp! .....i thank God for favour Of Man! Its Like Everywhere U go there is People taking care of You. Haha! My buddy is one kind of Funny Guy! 2 buddies i mean lol! 4 more Months to go after this 2008!

Arghh!..haha! I m Realli crapping now . I just felt So weak at times its like...U gota be Like a Magnet that realli attracts people to u ! gona do that..work on that ahah! Everynite....is realli so cold...realli Cold. Thnk God For everynight! Mould me....Mould me!....I dun wan left this Year 2008 Hanging......

oliverchan

MERRY XMAS!!!

2008-12-25T12:09:00.002+08:00

I Close My Eyes Everytime On Bed Once The Day End! .....And Lights Off! ....Alot of things happend during the day and in the night. I felt Alone...really Alone In Camp Even though everything Seems to be The Same! Its tougher now...getting tougher. Its Not about the trainning but how y0u interact with people and win people for Christ! ....I love My Guitar...My Bed..My Room....My Notebook. ....P.O.P 4 more months To go ..ZZZZ

Merry XMAS! ....I Wish....I Wish For Peace in Family and Peace During the middle of the night ahah! THis year..is Ending ...real soon! Really Soon....2009...is like just days away! ahah..this year...i cnt think of anything because..its TOO MUCH! lol

Thnk God..Thnk God for Protection...Blessings and People That He Place in my life!

Merry XMAS!
oliverchan

Here I COME!!!

2008-12-08T20:45:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!!! Haha!! Its gona be Last Post Being Go in!..This WEek was Really Amazing ....Thank God For everything and everyone who had blessed ME! =) Completed 42km Yesterdae...and that was not Funny at all LOL! I Really pray for favor of man tmr when i enlist in! ....

The time has come lol!...Aww man! LOL! if u say that i m not nervous and excited den thats gona be JOKING! ....So scared LOL Even though its human being u are gona face!...Thank God For W116!...Usher..Grp 16! =) God.......Alright Ben ...Lets Get ready to turn BOTAK And a MAN! =)

Be back....

oliverchan

CHC UM Grp 16!!!

2008-12-04T10:56:00.004+08:00

I Went Crazy On Tuesday Night! LOL! Seriously Crazy. Its like The Coolest Group Of People In Usher Ministry Is GRp 16! LOL! Seriously! Really Thank God....For everything ....He Provide Finances .Care..People around me to lift me up when i am down! Life will Never Be the Same Again when u start Smiling and Confess Positive Things to every Mountain U face! I m blessed By this Leader In the Ministry... ....

She would called on every tues nite...LOL! its not just check forecast alone but realli Talk! LOL! and its like i felt my Pride its gone and the rest of the days when i am serving...i had greater Breakthrough! I DUN LIKE HER! LOL...Oh My goodness i told that to her! but afterall...its TOTAL DIFF NOW! Can CRAP WITH HER Everytime we meet! ITs late.....hahah! cause time Is running out! haha Its not gona die but....i felt Greater RESPONSIBLITIES Gona COME!

Time Is also another Factor! Anyway...I M really Blessed By this MINISTRY ANd God Gave ME one Group of FUNNY PEOPLE! LOL!

I did something wrong this week...really wrong! Gota be Rational! I m Glad its over! Overcome it and gona SHINE FOR JESUS AGAIN! .......

Gona COME ..>Gona COME!...ROAR!!!

oliverchan

ThankFUL!

2008-11-30T21:52:00.004+08:00

Alright! I Squeese the whole week into this post! This week was Great! Getting Exhausted after A.conference but Still Blessed By Everything that came! I Met Ali And Peeps on friday! WE went to ulu places and take Pictures LOL! I cnt Believe it ...its like Illegal gathering ..but afterall my seconday school mates are cool! =)

I am Blessed by the 2 new albums ccc and chc! =) on and on! Its like afterall GOIN NS WHAT! LOL...Just gota cut hair! HEY MAN!!!...Its Nothing..just NPCC!! LOL! * I cnt Believe I M SO POSITIVE! * LOL!!! Lest Ppl say that Go ns Like Want my life ! lol ALrite its SUPER BROKEN ENGLISH NOW!

I love My W116!! Everybody is really funny! Esp Shella , weiliang and Ng! Its like i m in Dream Land whenever with them. U can just LOL all the way!!!

1 more week left ahah! WHOO!!!! NEXT STAGE IN MY LIFE!!! Excited super...excited ( YAYAYA!!!) If i can ...I can.I would Really Study hard for O levels! missed out alot of stuffs!

Thankful...thankful for this week!

Ps. Jia you Lydia!!! , HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROOO!!!!! ( 3rd Srgt CHONG!)

OLIVERCHAN!

ASIA CONFERENCE!

2008-11-24T10:43:00.002+08:00

My GOODNESS!! ITS OVER!!!! REAL OVER!!!! 5 days.....I been Ushering Up and Down...morning all the way to night! My LEGS ARE TRAINED FOR NS! LOL!!! All these while i m not gona complain but felt really blessed esp these few days....All the speakers are so POWERFUL!...Esp PHIL PRINGLE! ....During ushering i had a bit disobedience at times but everything work so diff and special....i seen and felt the love the every bit TOUCH of the foreign deligate when they gt the seat esp the old lady frm indonesia!

We are realli Crazy...went around takin photos with pastor and celebrities ! God is Good!

2 WEEKS LEFT!!! I cnt imagine how isit like...well even though its police ....its still NS! ........

Use me...change ME! * Help me To Fight a Good Fight!*

Ps: She is Awesome....Amazing!

Oliverchan

BLESSED!!!!!

2008-11-17T08:28:00.004+08:00

Blessed! Seriously Blessed last week! I got a 100 dollar blesssing from ex manager! Cool ahah! God Provide!! Finally Got Baptised!! Last sundae!!....ITS RENEWED!!!! MUAHAHAH!!! ......i cant wait for asia conf......after Asia Conf...Den Gota go in to Ns le! God ...I PRAY ..after 2 years...USE ME For Greater Things! btw.....Val Was with us Yest at Jp...LOL! The Specs Looks Just right for Her!!! =)

2 more weeks......

oliverchan

Clean SheeT!

2008-11-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

Clean Sheet! I can! I did it Before! Not letting one go in! .....Afraid , really afraid but the desire is too strong! I can! let me go to the final at expo!

*OLIVERCHAN*

KFC BLESSING!!!!

2008-11-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

Can You See the 2nd Srgt Patrick SENG! LOL!---> Best Suggestor! Anyway today was awesome to have him walking around at cityhall and a KFC MEAL and guess what this Award came in with 75 dollars worth voucher...LOL nothing else but KFC! LOL!!!!! anyway ..its really great to have him in my life ...at least there is someone there to share and talk to!

Oh God....I duno how to finish fufiling in 4 months but its really by faith and in Good faith! Lord will Provide!

Sunday getting baptise....SATURDAY A. CONFERENCE Tournament!!!! NEXT WEEK ASIA CONFERENCE!!!! .....=) PTL!!!!

oliverchan

All in the MIND...

2008-11-08T21:38:00.002+08:00

.... Ps 23:4 YEA, Though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death , I WILL FEAR NO EVIL ; for you are with me ; your rod and your staff ,they comfort me. =) This particular verse inspired me today during Cgm!

I just wana say ....Its Time To wake up....No point dwelling over small little things , worried for this and that! Lord will Provide ...tmr will worry for itself! WAKE UP!!!!! I know its not easy....but dun HAVE to Keep Crying ON AND ON everytime! YOU ARE A MAN! BEHAVE LIKE ONE! <----Applied to myself too!!=X Not all despise you but YOU ARE THE ONE THAT look down on yourself!!! ....Its your LIFE! I cant do much...LET it be if u want to carry on like this....

oliverchan

Arise N BuilDDDD~!!!!!! =)

2008-11-02T21:20:00.003+08:00

Sat Badminton Was Really Awesome!! Esp With W116 =) Made....My Pledge today! Let go of Mr Pride and Break through will come! I believe and CONFESS!!! =) * As A Man Think in His Mind, So he Is* Breakthrough will come...come come!! =) SEe myself in Blue Uniform AGAIN!!! =)

Really Hope For Good Buddy and Bunk Mates .....2 years of service Coming soon!

People Would always Think First...Consider First and all came From THe "I" then at the end of the day its always the "I"...My Problem,My Future,My Finances,My Progress and My Rewards.

No doubt that B.Chan is one of them....I begin to felt restless when seeing how much you wana receive from other people when only if you start to give , you will felt so Unusual and thats where breakthrough starts with Unusual things! For the Next 2 years its gona be Unusual and unusual things will come and its how gona face it and take it.

Mum...." If you wana be a Policeman then be a Good One!" Oh Well .....2 years Gona be So much exciting ....Gona turn on my Spiritual /Visualise Machine.....and Step Into a Brand new 2 years .Oh well They Say its really Slack for the nxt 2 years ...oh well i wan it to be exciting and i know with God, Everyday gona be So Exciting!!!!

People always Frown...or find it so Difficult to Smile =) when you are down or even Sad.<--- I AM!!! I love Sister Shiqi~! She Taught me To SMILE Whenever Sad or even Down or even U FAIL! ....SHe is the One that Really SMILE and Bring Laughter to the cell grp in the past and even though with financial lack ...dissapointment she will still stay Happy and SMILE always and EVERYDAY! God is Good...Cause this Leader that she Gave To us is really Awesome! All the way to the Extra Mile! rahh!!>..I Screwed my MATHS During Prelim 2006! even TODAY!!! All the way after Cg she would come and Teach me!. I gota bE True...SMILE EVERYDAY!!! Even when You are down! =) SHe is Tremendous Awesome!

Last few days ...we been trainning and had a great kick out and i guess I found myself being to pick up the Kick again! Asia Conf...here WE COME!!!

ALL IN THE MIND!!!!!.....I want to Fufil The Amount! I Wana Experience NEW FAITH During Water Baptism(16 nov) I Wana Have Breakthrough During Asia Conf! I wana SEe Family Breakthrough....Wana be a Good Policeman! =) Wana have a Good XMAS!!! ...Wana Finish 2008 well and wana See u Happy!

God Is Always GOOD! =)

oliverchan

Its Getting Crazyy....

2008-11-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

This Figure.....its so blur Just so at the door , Alone In the Room Pondering ..wondering! Lights are Gone...The Crickets and the Insects are Buzzing around outside the window and in a few Mins....It became even clearer! GooseBumps came in and i felt Totally Weird! I Step closer and begin to open the door....Jesus Christ! Sister Was Standing at the side of the door Wearing WHite ...Crap!!! *&^%$#&*

Father....Please Please! And I know U are reading this....Teach me and Help me How to Change...Them ...and Myself! ...I cant Believe this!

oliverchan

1 chance......

2008-10-30T00:12:00.003+08:00

Its easy to fool around...but its harder to keep the faith! I wana Settle Down no matter What it takes! I will DRIVE All Day....Take That Ride....and not let everything slip away! Not even ONE!

When being weak ...its where i am soo vulnerable. i couldnt let those words coming in....."A Man Think what he is and he will be"

Today Bs....1.) Lust of the Flesh
2.) Lust of the Eyes
3.) Pride of Man

All 3 belong to the ruler of the world and its Ironic if you gota say that none of this u have come across.

I value...........Value the Time I have...Right now!
*i close my eyes and feel you near and no body else could take ur place in my heart*

Thnx You for everything..my refuge.
oliverchan

43......days!

2008-10-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

Had A Good Week....! I been out with Policemen!! And Everywhere i go ....is really Seeing friends ...all from Police ! -.-!!! ......

Its really Pain to see time is running out ...really fast! I felt rejuvenate everytime...when i called yr name... I'm not afraid but at times...i felt wasted because of some certain things! God is Good All the TIME!....A n Build Nxt week.....Asia Conference nxt month...and the competition few more weeks! .....and above all i just desire....a Song...A Song...that compiles everything and so that at the end of the day its not wasted.

cnt wait...i cnt wait for everything to end..cant wait for the competition ..cant wait for A n B and of course Asia Conf!....and above all i realise something...

P.S "never gone! its always still there!"

oliverchan

51 Days left....

2008-10-19T20:16:00.003+08:00

Dun waste Ur time bothering all these....aha! True! Thnk God...went to night safari with chong and Frens On Fridae afterall its really Gd to have the World behind u when nobody is bothering You! ..... 1 months 2 weeks......Gona be Fast...Fast! and it will come to an end and close.......

i m Excited ....cause This TIme ...its really abt challenging faith in giving esp during arise and build....Built to last!...Elaine Said on Sat Cg " Some WEnt In Ns...Back slide...while SOme Went In came out even Stronger!" I wana Be Stronger.....So much Stronger! I will.....

oliverchan

Struggle...

2008-10-17T01:24:00.002+08:00

It dosent matter what they did...
dosent matter Who they are....
dosent matter....When isit...
and it Dosent matter Why it happend.....

Ball is In my Court....Just Dissapointed In Benjamin Chan!..>
Deeply upset!....

gota pick up again...

SorryFather..Iloveyou!
oliverchan

Tick tock.....

2008-10-15T13:16:00.002+08:00

Tick ...tock ....tick! heh! Posted To Police Academy! Its Really Crazy...cause i was hoping for something else but since its decided! All things work out for GOOD! Right POLICE MAN? ......55 Days left To BALD...Botak! I need yr Strength....and some unfinish stuff to do before goin in....

i miss ....really Miss ***...........Buck Up Police man! 9 Dec!

oliverchan

Its Clear.....

2008-10-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

Under the shades of everything! I sat Back and Time Keeps on Ticking.! It was When After U Finished Up Using Every Bit Of Ur Strength and U would Sit down and think and all the Time In the World Is Yours Cause No Body Would Bother or even Call you. I like ...and Enjoy that Feeling...After 10km and No Body....In the Park just me and God Alone! ......I just need a little Space to Breathe! ......Messing Up So many things and Every Sunday the look on her Face Is Ironic!

Gota Buck Up my EMotion Meter....People who Follows on emotion are Foolish , but led by spirit are WISE! After This Trial ...I be Stronger! I need Time! The Best Gift For THis Year Is not The Jacket....The Luxury The family and The Friends I had ,BUT THe " Hit On The Nail" LEcture From Above! I learned!...

Alvin Said " Arent U Scare ABout going to Ns...Trainning Is tough!"
Heh! I be Lying if I tell u i m not scare but Perharps Going through whateva it comes..will Mould and build the Stronger Me!
This week.....Gota Reflect....

*Take Your Sweet Sweet Time...I be there When You Change Your Mind.*

Oliverchan

change...

2008-10-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

Its Right in the Heart..and Never Lies!

Oliverchan

18th...For JESUS!

2008-10-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

Heh!..Nothing to be Surprise.! I WILL Swallow Every BRICK! Brick Of RESPONSIBILITY , Brick Of SITUATION AWARENESS , Brick Of ( Taking Initiative!) , Brick of ( LOVING PEOPLE FEVERNTLY) , Brick of PERSECUTION, DISSAPIONTMENT , Lastly EVERYTHInG!

Thats What 18 is all ABout!!! For JESUS!

oliverchan

Weak...

2008-10-06T23:42:00.002+08:00

Fall..Apart into Pieces....

But I'm Not Alone........

oliverchan

Empty.........

2008-10-06T00:20:00.002+08:00

Messed up! Messed It all Up....I let you down...hurt you deeply again! Promise u that i will change and honour them because i love you! Screwed!......Its not easy....

Am the Root of the Prob.....

oliverchan

Not gettin better....

2008-09-28T20:50:00.003+08:00

I need an AMOUNT!....>An Amount that sow...goes all the way into your Heart! Arise and Build......=)

The point where others just take things really for Granted .....My Heart is Troubled.
Back then.....when all things are so Beautiful and it turns out that ur dreaming...really Dreaming.
It comes to an end....i want it to end....really end soon...and just let it go. wherelse it keeps tingling and bothering. I Regret......wasting precious time in the past, wana study hard and enroll in to a good course at Poly but not a One at Mdis! ......Or i should'nt even have to come...here and start complaining and grumbling..."hey thats not complaining but SHaring!'" IRONIC!.........

All I want to do is just GO HOMEE!!1.......People ripped me off the Clothes that I wear!!>.Everything seems To be THE SAME ...THEY JUST SWEAR!! DUNCARE DUNCARE....THEY JUST DUN CARE... BUt I'm NOT ALone....!
thnk God....Really Thnk God Cause onli can Depend On God! haha isnt thats what Being "POSITIVE" ....SHld Say...

Face the MUSIC....And The Price gota Pay. Gota Face it...and Not just Run and keep on running away! Some....Just SHut the door, Slam the Phone, Break Contract, ......etc! .....Isnt that sounds familiar...Oh ya ...u gota change...Seriously Change O.chan!

Mr PRIDE Would always KNock on the door and comes in and ROBBED OFF Everything u have!

I'm Stubborn because I CARE!.....
October will be a better month!

(HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG BIAO!)

oliverchan

Grow Up.....

2008-09-25T10:16:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks to 18! argh...i detest Birthday! EveryYear Is Just the Same Old day which reminds U..."hey ur getting Older...Grow Up...and Get ready to Shave off ur hair and go And serve the Sunny Island "Singapura"! See...what they will say---->

Mum : Its Enugh to have Your friends around with You...Grow Up!! ....ZZZ

Dad: ..>Birthdaee..>oh So!!!...Whats the point where grw Old but didn grow Up...Go and Cut Yr hair ......

Mindef: CONGRATULATIONS!!! Ur 18!!!! Its time to have a new hair cut and serve!!!

The Theory of Sowing and Reaping is Always True and therefore at times....its not how it goes for some things....I'm not experimenting nor....Testing nor...Playing with it...
When u give in much at times....its not what u expect....Heh! Critical.......

I longed.....here i go so Dishonestly....Do u Care? it dosent matter!!!! Shucks!!

God is Good All the Time.!!!

Oliverchan

Wonder.....

2008-09-21T20:49:00.002+08:00

Being....silly ! Trying...realli hard to get to u. at the same time....reach out to new friends...! For a Moment i felt realli tired...physically....mentally ...carried on... "U have No Choice !!"--> Chong..!

I m Empty.......inside of me when just get so near you....Empty....Realli empty! And still got so many unsaid things i wana say! Everybody...all ...all live ...stay for own life...own desire...own pleasure ....at the expense of others.

Time is taking Back.......everything I had. I need to get back into state of mind. i gota rearrange everything back again...and again just like the old times...and things i have yet to do...scramble...and get them done and finish before 08 ends!....No body understands....Only Abba father....Gdnitex!

i'm getting over u most of the time....getting over ..over!

OLIVERCHAN

Too close for comfort...

2008-09-14T22:17:00.003+08:00

Weiliang patrickk..
Yong jing...WEiliang
cousinnnnnn!!!

Service hit me real hard today....Message is really Awesome today! This weekend went out with yongjing and frens. Muahahah!!! HE is going in on TUESDAY!!!.....Anywae well at least he is happy that go in early and come out fast...rahh!!!!! God....left me alone...all went in le! T.T ......Hurry up..Benn!!!!

I compromise...Compromise;......I still got many unsaid things to say...!!! contradicting....crap...crapp!! ----------------------> round at the end of the corner alone is always so much better den being in a grp which crap and waste time all day long.! Oops....ahhah just an EXMp.....cause time is really Precious.....I m excited for October and november .....Asia Conference...Change Change...!!

November...water Baptism...alrite! =) realli been waiting for this...Mauahahh! Gona be blessed!*i tried to called....and try to get memory out of my head...will u catch me if i being to fall...tell me how...help me say the words out loud...realli lost...! *

This New week...I ;m gona Do something different..change...week by week better to better for U! Thnk Daddy!

oliverchan

abandon......

2008-09-07T20:51:00.002+08:00

All Talk No Action.................

Indecisive mind keep bothering me..........My Life is ..
Tired radio keep playing tired Songs.......I gota let Yes be a Yes and No be a No!
Is ending....this year is ending real soon. I have Yet.............

shift to the left ...to the right....centre...up and down...Everything seems to be the same...and they just DUN care DUn care...DUn care! God is Good ALL The TIme....I wana Be Filled By You every single day...I wana Be Connected to you every single day.

screwed.........Obviously

Empty ......

2008-09-02T21:47:00.003+08:00

Celebrated Val's Birthdae Yest.....Hope that she is Bless this year! Well She is realli bless ...back from Kl Emerge!

I m Holding On!......The Way U treat me...The Way How You look at me.....The Way...The Way....

I Felt Empty....Really Empty....! In Fact.....I m just a Teenager who is Lazy....playful...Lie....Cheat And Steal ! "your faith frame Your World!" Well.....The FACTS Frame My Situation. i m just one wHo uses and Live OFF their Money....Cash...Credits and Assets! and i will neva eva be successful.... in their eyes.....

my pride betrayed me....................empty

oliverchan

WIld WILD WILD!!!

2008-08-17T21:46:00.006+08:00

SRGT CHONG!!!

DURAIN PLANTATION!!!!
SIANXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!

Another WEek GONE!! Rahh!!!>...Really Dead beat this WEek! after 5 days of work..we went to Jb on Sat to eat durain!! ahaha....The cell grp was realli Funny and all of us went crazy at the sight of durain! ahaha....From there i realli lost my voice!! LOL!...The Rest of the PIcs are with...Them =) WE'll miss You Victoria! T.T! THANK for W116 =) - I miss the Birthdae cards She Made! T.T .....

I see the World in a Different way!......i need to FInish the last four months of 2008! 4 MONths ahah! well At leat YONG JING is goin "IN" WIth me at the same time lol! LEts get BOTAK! No.1 LOL!!!! time time time....i haven got enugh time ...arhghh@!!

Everytime I felt realli left out....I am Sorry! .....~~~~

gtg...Be back again!....Thank Jesus!

Oliverchan

Great Weekend!!

2008-08-03T22:17:00.003+08:00

Had A Great Week! God Is really AWesome! F.O.P IS realli Awesome!! Though missed Rueben morgan..we gt the Parachute Band hahah! LOL Omega is realli Funny! =) Anyway....Really thankful that i m able to go to KL Emerge .....I cnt wait to Finish this Year.......I m So in love with You OH God Oh God....I wana Do even More....Even More..!! Servant and King ..THis is MY GOD! So in love with the song!!! SErvant and KING rescued the World!..... I cant Inmagine one day without you in my life.......

All in my life i been waiting and waiting....Freely you gave it all for me...Surrender ur life upon that cross....Thank Jesus! .....I love you...I love You...Deeply in Love!

Be right back

oliverchan

Pick it Up...

2008-07-21T16:14:00.002+08:00

.......I Always Though ....Assume...and it makes Ass -u -me!

I love to be there and always there to bring u up ..to pick u up...! Medical check up again this...Fridae! ......ah huh! By now...Chong must be so LOL when i go in....my time is really near around the corner!

Tonight i m going to marina south to Work!! Dreaddd!! .....I cnt wait for Fop....Reuben Morgan is Coming!...Muahahh! Neva eva let u go...LOL!

Without You Mankind Is Dead 0---> Nothing!....Oh God!
I give my life to follow everything i believe in..and now i surrender! ......

Dear Jesus.....

One day ....I will be the Man You called and want me to be! =) I love you foreva and Eva! Author of Salvation....No longer I But Christ in Me!....Faith And Foundation are Built Upon You in You but not the Words Frm Man! ..... Let Your Light Shine upon Me! For the Glory of Your Name!......Follow You..Serve You Till the End......of the World...........................................

Oliverchan

Standing In the Crowd.....I'm Just A Face In the Crowd! ....not By Accident But Life Was Given With The BReathe at the very Beginning You Gave To Adam. I begin to...Look around...Searching For Calling.....During...Serving....Walking ....Jogging...Running....Worshipping....alone! I'm Grateful...just Grateful....

Still waiting......

Whateva It Comes...I Take It!

2008-07-13T20:45:00.002+08:00

...Hoho!!! 1 weeks just passed !! LOl i felt so wasted at times in terms of relationship. Gota Build On it....haha! Benjamin Chan Know what He Means!...LOl! Hohho....WE went fellowship on fridae night to watch..han wd han.*ok lol! well at least the movie was ok!.....

In The Middle of the Night ..Its where U caught My eyes! ....I received Vacotional Letter ah Huh! HEndon CAmp!...LOL Commando CAMP!..After the Check up if nothing goes wrng..i gona kiss my hair Gudbye and go in to that CAMP! Rah....Chan IS Scared....I m Realli Scared LOL! WEll.....I wana Prove i wana serve I wana Show...Dad And Mum that HEY!!!! " He is a MAN! LOL...Afterall ...been learning Manhood frm chong and patrick frm E448! ....

I always Remember wd Pst Tan Says...a MAN is not On how Strong he can carry the things...but hw he can take responsibilities!....

Rahh.....I know i m So SINGlISH NOW!!!...When i saw her she looks MY WAY! and i m realli over My head heading to the roof. and it went Blown!! ....,

If it is,...den let it Be...rah!!!! No More BOY!!!!!!...........

oliverchan

Collide....Collide!!!

2008-07-10T19:05:00.002+08:00

ooo!!! Hahah Back! This Time Round...hmm, Was again Really Blessed! Cause Everytime After Cell grp MEeting ends WE have This SUper SUper Cool Free Billard Room...Just right one level ABove us over at our Meeting pLace at NTU!...tHNKS TO y.JUN who Booked the room always for us to Fellowship ahah!! 5 Tables Total..Billard and Pool LOL...U neva get SIck of it ahah! okok! LOL I think Ben is siao!

Rah....I need DIvine Healing ON my Face! T.T!!!! This week Bs was Super GREAT! the Power of the Holy Spirit is already in Me!! WOW!!..haha And its like i m realli seeing and looking for alvin to accept God again and to come to service with charlotte too...!! In the midst of everthing....I m burden ...rahh..crap becos of family aagain! and thnx to room...my fan has Broke down! T.T! Dad Gona Kill me lol!!!..

for a moment.. just a Smile and it realli Captivate me...Mesmerized.......be right back,...

oliverchan

Its Deep Down....Inside!

2008-07-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

Finally!!! I Got the Pics From Ng 's Blog aahah! Anyway still trying to get the rest! .....WE Really Had Great Fun Celebrating Shifu Birthday....Serene Birthday...and On! Hahah! I Always Took all of These for Granted! heh! They are Precious!.....

Its been 2 weeks ....I been working for Parents! I Neva eva though i would just be a Technician and doing all things that Benjamin Would Neva Do! T.T! afterall...Getting dirty iS FUNN!!!!! Of course not...I learnt alot...HEY!!! BEING RICH IN SINGAPORE IS NOT EASY!!! T.T! but With God ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! My Goodness i m In love with CASH!!! $$$$$$$ ....1 day..MAUHAHAH!

I wana Grab and Be the BEST that i Could Give and BE!...I love to stay...around BEing alone at times cause at times BEing Quiet is really Good BEcause Its just the 2 of us..and I M just Physically really Tiredx..!!! Mentally And Emotionally but THNK GOD Not FInacially! =)

Some PEOPLE SAY "that Everything has GOT ITS PLACE AND TIME!., Even the day Must Give way to the NIght! ... I m not Buying...!!! Hahah Thats really familiar! Im really not buying!

The Decision i made today will affect tmr!.......I m v.sure....Very sure....Im not gona let go,......not gona let go .....

Dad said'' What can u do...cant even study...cant even work...no Calling...heh! ---> "feio" Ren! ....Im holding on to your WORD! Every day and Night! I love the four Gospels! Cause they are Just Simply True and Amazing!....I neva felt so much love BEFORE!!...

Last Week Cg i manage to Lead Praise Again!! LOL WE sang in CHINESE!!! Rahh!!!....WE gota Practice harder...so that our cHinese can IMPROVE! AMEN!!

I have so much to tell you...but its always ur the one that turns away....You gota be kidding ..Heh! I gota get my Heart Right!...Serving Every Sunday Constantly was For him..Not Just to "communicate WIth Her''! WEll....My heart is Right! Isnt it!!...

Time...Time...Is Flying Away,..WEEK By WEEK ,..Month By Month!! ..........Gota do Something.....I m Still waiting....

>...This WEek..Mike..Connell! =)

Oliverchan

Realise.....

2008-06-23T13:11:00.002+08:00

I Been Grateful...still Really Am ...And Yes Grateful For the Things that i Had Now! ....This week We went to Bugis On Friday to celebrate Shifu Birthday muahahah it was really Cool la and she was Caught Surprise as THE WHOLE W116 are GOOD DRAMA ACTORS! LOL.....(update Pics Again!) Went to Pray On wed ..thurs and Friday morning...I begin to Hate...and Dislike the Way Hw I use to Be in the past....
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.....Hey He is Not Perfect..>Ya But Gota Change..~! I Was really Touch By Pstr Kong....Prayers and the things he Did For the Church and OF course God! ...Our Cellgrp had Outing on saturday too at east coast well i guess that outing at the end of the day end it off well....I M still Praying for revival!!...

Sunday service msg was...Servanthood(PartC) All About Serving and your motive....well Its really Serving Him even if no ppl are around...Serving for him to see but not others! heh! That was really for him...i being to get and adjust my heart right back! ahah!...And some other people just ..ok hmm .( i skip that)
Will be Back to Mum Office lol..this time round i start off being technician! rahh...afterall gota SERVE!! ....

I m still waiting.....and after O levels.I dosent even knw when is the exact date i m goin in...but it seems that most of my friends are in..so i m also goin in SOON! LOL.....

FOR a MOMENT! I could Wish the World WIll STOP...just stop time stop.....and that moment..nothing and no1 is moving..and i could turn one big round all the way back and to say..'hey ....Am Sorry and I Miss You!'

God is Good All the Time....!!!

Oliverchan

Gota Change....

2008-06-15T21:03:00.003+08:00

.......Keep Thinking about hw he feels...she feels...thinks and ....on and on!...

this week....I had an Enjoyable Chair Carrying and Moving Exercise..afterall ...To SERVE Is ...To Love....My Motive and Mindset Gona be Right!....

Awhh man...i been Reprimanded by alot this week...gota do sumthn abt it....

I been waiting for....You....Waiting....! I dun wana LEt You Down....Gota pick myself up...

Miss.....Miss....

Be back..
oliverchan

Price to Pay!

2008-06-08T20:34:00.004+08:00

we Miss HIM!!! hahah Tnx JM!

This Week....Ended Just Like that but Of course there and things which really really dosent seems to go in my way!. An Appointment which HAD ALREADY Be Fixed By One of My friend and the next following day i begin to receive sacarstic remarks from "towkay" saying "Areo plane flying...and Sight Seeing " is what i gave! I m just hmm..Really Disappointed and its ALREADY BEEN EXACTLY 1 month working for him! I being to see hw decieving it is....i though it was all perfect in 1 moment and its not i cnt take pressure or Stress but i really did my Best to allow the appointments to come in!Perharps at the end of this month i will Resign for Good! Can You Believe it....I felt Really Ironic in the sense that all things are really planned for me and screwed in between! I Gave My Best in Every assingment calls that i made but Well " trying yr Best is an Excuse"! Perharps I m not that awesome in handling things! ....For Him I Recommend Warm Market and at the end of the day thats what i get....HITTING THE QUOTA! ahha!! Ya ...They are Right..at the end of the day all are just selfish! I Leave For Good but afterall....I gain alot of things in return ..in terms of Friendship ...quality one and also Recognition from other people! '' The Way You Talk and Peach on the way is alright and Good what and its Really Good!''
Gota plan again and settle down in other areas....but i still Believe YOU WILL PROVIDE! Its really No point staying and working for somebody where u felt Really ironic in terms of relations and ......But throught this 1 month i learnt alot of stuffs....Communication....Trust.....Responsibilities and SOUL WINNING!

In the area of this....I gained a Good Friend!(alvin) Its really amazing and its like God just place him in my life at times .... At times its really Difficult to talk to people in the sense that they have a bad impression on Charasmatic Christians! But I m Pushing ...Let me tell You this...I Being to see that He is coming to our Cell grp...coming to Church...Redaticating To Christ once again!
In office i had to even keep a low humble....postition and manner to talk to him T.T the world is really INDIVIDUAL! But let me tell u this as i being to talk to him and pray for him.......I realise and Found this just came in my MIND,

LIFE ------>Live it for Extraordinary JESUS CHRIST! My Definition of LIFE IS THIS!

One day....My PARENTS WILL COME TO CHURCH! .....Push Benjamin Push Oliverchan Push!!! ......I cant wait Cant Wait!! I cant Wait...To Take Up RESPONSIBILITIES , Postions, Leadership! He Will come to Church...!!

I Will Be Your HANDS, I WILL BE YOUR FEET, I WILL RUN THIS RACE! IN THE DARKEST PLACE !!!I WILL BE YOUR LIGHT!!!....
SOlUTION I AM INSTEAD OF GIvING PROBLEMS!!! I m SEeing Break Through...I cnt Wait I cnt wait!!!

...I'm Not Holding Back...Yesteryday adding on to past few days...I Got To PLay My Very First SONG In CELL GRP! hahah!!! "look to You!" I Love that SOng SEriously and its like 2 Guitars at Praise At 1 Go! ahah Amazing of course..Really Credits to Ng cause he is the one Pushing me...After that ....Chong ANd WEi liang came to my house to have Prayer meeting ..and chong was like staying the whle night ! LOL!!...I being to see W.liang growing ahah thats really Awesome...its like...you can see transition in PROCESS!! =)

I still couldnt get ....out of my mind! Its really v.difficult and at times its v.cold ahah but thnx God ...She came back Safely frm Thai! ....
....This WEEK ...I gota Do even better and Hoping ..that every single day....the seeds that i sowed will Grow!...

.....Life---> LIVE IT FOR EXTRAORDINARY JESUS CHRIST! WOW!....I cnt believe it! Now I knw...whats LIFE! ....its Too Slow..and Its Really Blur of me well at least....thats my VERY OWN Definition!

Oliverchan

June !!!!!

2008-06-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

Alright!!! Here I am...In June! WOW! ITs really Fast la ! its in the middle of 2008! ...i ..i ..i ..! She's Overseas...Argh crap! ...Tmr 's working...ns..Coming! Its dere..dere...no no..there there...no no....over there!

I wana...be 100 percent To You....Servant! I realise that Promotion comes if you are really faithful and alot alot alot!!!!!!.... this week is really crap and i m super exhausted over what happend over !
I cried silently and hoping that before going in....i wana finish the things that i could do...like like...hey i m not a student anymore....its like working adult ! but come on am just 17PLUS! .....I cant wait to collect my cert! I cant wait For .....the day to come....I cant wait...for another week to come! I wana Change the World....

Wana Do ...
1. Cell grp Guitarist Before Goin In...
2.Birthday Before Goin In....
3.Rise up in Ministry before goin In...
4. Friends salvation...before goin in..
5. Fav...of Man when goin in
6.New Oliverchan

For You.....For You.....I made it Obvious....my connect grp MUST GROW!!!...
2nd half 2008 !!...here i come!...

oliverchan

Thank you ...Take care and we'll miss you =)

2008-05-29T00:18:00.003+08:00

Hmm...I should say yesterday but its just now! Alright...just now ahahh! .....Just now after work i rush down all the way and its like really dosent care abt my attire..came all the way down and met cgms at raffles place (lao pa sat) LOL !!!....

Bro J Mung is leaving later back to Korea !!! AWWW!!! Its really cool and Great to have him for the past few months with us in chc! The Dinner with him at vic's party....pula ubin...cgm and services we went!

WE Ate alot just now and its like.....did a small performance for him at raffles place...its at the singapore river LOL! AND its like infront of the pubilc...but afterall i felt deep down in My heart....I cried ! ahah..aww man we gona miss him....thats what friends are for....i still have yet to get the rest of the pics...rahh!!! he is like one of the coolest bro around ahah..everytime we would mention the Movie "speed racer " we watched at Jp Gv..lol the "rain" looks so much like him . sg version LOL! ......rahh!!! Alrite at times emotional really gets over my head! God is GOOD ALL THE TIME!..All the TImE GOD IS GOOD! =)

Thank Daddy God! For him...without him .....I will nt be able to Smile...laugh....crap around and till todae hw to say "Kam sa hamida!" =) Thank Bro!!!...=)

Gtg......

oliverchan

=)

2008-05-26T23:05:00.002+08:00

Alright...I finally got my Baby on Last Saturday...And Chong One was like So ex la ahahah!!! but afterall ....we spent 3 hrs walking around to view and deciding whAT TO GET! ...BUT AFTERALL this is my Love at first sight!!! LOL!!!

and NG was like eyeing for that 1k plus semi acc....LOL! dunwrry Ng one day ,..One fine Day LOL!

J m is leaving on thurs....oh we realli miss him la! ahahh...wed fellowship and i realli lost my voice for the past few days.....arghh!! ahah..alrite alrite..this week gona chiong again!!..\

i gona..run run run run...HEY DUN LEAVE ME BEHIND!!! I wana Grow ...RISE UP!! Next level!!!!...RUN RUN RUN!!!!!

be right back..........

oliverchan

I need to .......

2008-05-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

...

Finally ahah i Manage to Got hold of some of the pics we took! .... For the past week i was ....i felt speechless at times! My mind was realli in a MESS!...oh GOd Oh God!! I gota Differentiate lots of stuffs and ya!.....At times I felt really Helpless so helpless in my family...in relations and even in circumstances!

Hold hold hold......SOmebody told me that JESUS Died and paid for my Sin and shame....and now its like every single day its brand new! heh! i guess that SElf Encouragement huh!.........Everyone...Eveyone ...so many Probs and at times i m glad that i can be there to listen.!

Gota pray for SHifu.....Last week Iron man movie screening was Super COOL la its like the Cellgrp did realli enjoyed out there aah!...alrite alrite....

------> If u wana be a Worship leader U GOTA PRAY!!!!..

TIme passes realli fast ..June is Coming....I cnt Hold Back....HEY HEY!!! .....

....I been Troubled and ...my mind was realli occupied by everything to one...its like its realli amazing...Helpless when she smiles..

rah..gota be serious

Its KINGDOM BUSINESS!!.....

oliverchan

Thank You...

2008-05-12T23:10:00.002+08:00

Thank For Being there for me when i m Faithless......First day of Work today at this Insurance Co. really inspired me and motivated me alot! Thank You For Favour OF MAN! ....I felt Blessed In that sense that a Sense of Belonging and also so much things to learn but of course ...stress is piling up over me! Even as a temp staff...i felt really Blessed in the little things like my pay ahaha....=)

My Heart and My SOul I give u control.....Let justice and Praise become my embrace...and the cry of my heart is to bring u Praise frm the inside out of my SOUL!

Time really passes super duper fast.....last week Mother day...i m glad that the 50 dollar Cake is WORTH SOWING! =) This Sat...Dad Birthday....nxt nxt week..Mum birthday and NXT MONTH..FATHER DAY!! RAHH!!!! GOD!!!!! LOL....mother day, father birthday...mother birthday ...father day,..Father!! U gota be kidding huh and i finalli undstnd for the reason why a WEll paid job is For!!...
At then end of the day I still Believe the POWER of GIVING!!! =)

I felt...its really Powerful ..Beside Daddy God Alone. I have neva ever felt so Breathless eva!....I begin to fall deeper every single day.I gota Focus...But I be STILL KNowing that YOU are my CENTRE! ...

*I could talk all night just to hear you Breathe....Before i met and even knw..i always though that its already part of me.. SO Much to say....would u listen if i spoke frm myheart..heh!.....----------> thats Words frm my mouth! Heh!..

Thank ...Thank You,.>Thank you...Thank you...Thank For the Blessings..thank for the little things..thank for loving me..and Hey..."thank For Your Time...."

oliverchan

Cant Breathe....

2008-05-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

I'm Too Shy too ask But Too Proud to Lose!

Its Really Not Fair At All....T.T he sounded So "boy"! Everytime When He Asked IT Out...It always Turn and and Remain "Busy''. HE Is BLESSED , In this Life He Met It and One Honest Touch " You Set Me Free" For a moment, Everything went too fast...

" He Love to Watch you...LIke Candy to His Eyes, Like A Movie That You SEEN But Gona Watch Just one More time."

Tick...Tick...Tick. TIme Is Ticking Away ...Next WEek is Ippt and Cant You See that Ur Turning into a Recruit Soon!

I' M not afraid of commitment....But TIme...And Some Breathing Space! I cant Breathe.....IT occuppied everything
Its Not EASY...Give me Time ....

I love you Jesus!

Oliverchan
oliverchan

Understand>>>>??

2008-05-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

The Dark Clouds are Over my Head, Day and Night From here I been Hoping , Praying to have the Break through in my Family and Life!

I dont Understand The Plans and visions that u gave me But All i have Is Faith, Hope and Love To P.U.S.H --- Pray until something happend!
I am thankful so thankful that i had a chance to lead PRAISE! Last week during Cgm...Though I screwed During the 2nd verse , The nxt time round i promise i'll do even better!

As days passed by....I Looked and found myself in the midst of the thousand and million of crowds . Me standing alone....in the midst of them..whether in train..buses....places and everywhere i go. Oh God...out of everybody i m not perfect but just 1 in a million! " I wana Be SOMETHING for you...I wana SHINE! I wana STIRR The PEOPLE Up for your Kingdom.

Cell grp was really Awesome last week....Elaine Had her own Personal sermon! Consecration and KINGDOM MINDED = C.k Zone! hmm......I wana
be kingdom minded and my life is for you...my lips shall praise u and adore U!

" They are Everywhere...Front to the back...left to the right...Waiting for me to give up...GIVE UP ALL RESPONSIBILTIES.
I had a bad week with mum, Dad is out of country and i had lots of things to do. I m tiredxx....As u get older u have more responsibilties to take and Do.!
Not really a GOOD testimony in Family, I choose to believe in you, i gota gota...argh i m realli speechless at times...

This week i m gona do and give it all!

oliverchan

Use ME Once AGAIN!

2008-04-27T20:21:00.003+08:00

Dirty HANDSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wei liang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
W116 Brothersss!!!!!!1

Chonggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I manage To Digg Out some New And Old Memories ahah And The Enjoyable one at JB! Oh God! I felt that these things are just priceless and in the midst i m realli thanful for the people......As Week Becomes To Come and GO! I felt I Have YEt Lots Of Things that I Didn Even Do....hmm Meet up new friends.....Pray with members.....Spend Quality time with Family and etc...

For the Past WHOLE WEEK! I Resign Finally!!!!!! at HSBC! Heh! ....Perharps that isnt the place for me down there. Recieved WARNING! Letter on tues , sometimes i felt that I really Did my Best To run ERRANDS For People But PEOPLE WILL PICK ON YOUR MISTAKES AND FLAWs And When u DO SOOO WELL ..They will Just Remain Silence , thinking that "hey its Nothing at all"

Nevertheless I m Still Blessed And Happy BEcause Tmr I m goin to mum Office and Work somehow The whole day at office can interact with parents isnt a Bad thing heh!

I finally Complete My EXAMS!!!! NS NS NS!!!!!! Rahhh!! My Napfa test is coming in nxt two weeks time ...its STANDING BROAD JUMP that really Freaks me out!! all of us must Jump above 220cm just to pass!!!!..zzzzzzzzzz oh God....i cnt even jump past 210cm. Gona train train train....

Life is really amazing ...I m Really THANKFUL! You Placed Precious People In my LIFE ...My Family To support and took great care on me! ....People Like Jason Chong ahah...He is Really a MAN of FAITH...PATIENCE! At times....he is really zai la and he would come over to talk to me and we would always encourage one another and he would always be there when i need a listening EAR! =) and my W116!!!

I m Yours Everthing to be for you an OFFERING! I m looking forward for days ahead....Cause i know that You would place people around me for me to BLESS THEM!

I m Tiredxx...really tiredx...Any one would just give me a COFFEE BEAN Ice Blended Drink ahah! .....I Know You Care! You Be there when No body Believes in ME! I got this Pictures in my head...Pictures IN MY HEAD!! Thank Daddy!

This Week Gona be Amazing..........

oliverchan

FIRE~! in my BONE!

2008-04-20T22:15:00.002+08:00

Pastor was really Awesome! haha I should say the pastors in our church are really really AWESOME!
This week My Life In HSBC is getting From Bad to Worse ahah! Though change of team but yet prosecution and things come but afterall i m still thankful that with this job i m able to work maybe till end of may to june!

Father!! I wana see thiS WORLD Through your EYES! expand my faith and capacity in everything things and steps that i take! The Fire in Me must continue keep on burning and burning as every service comes and goes i really look forward to the next one some how the HOuse of the Lord is really AWESOME!!!

i m counting down to my NS days...rahhh!!!!! I cant really cant imagine hw i be back to botak ahahh! but that dosent stop my dreams and vision ...i wana be a WORSHIP leader when i GROW UP!!! ..And gota PRAY!!!!!

Alrite some how i dunwana let every post being too spiritual and stuffss but i just simply LOVE GOD!!! I CLEAR MY MODULESS!!! and left 2 results to be known and 1 supp on nxt sat!....

I am an OFFERING To you...My HOPE IS YOU! No other name!!! I TRUST IN WHAT I CANT SEE!...Take me Higher...

*All the best to her Exam!

This week gona be a BETTER WEEK!!! AMEN!!!

oliverchan

lost?

2008-04-15T21:52:00.004+08:00

I Lost my Foot work...My Position and even Myself!
In the Past I would Value THIS! More than anything else...Somebody Said" Your No longer the No.1 anymore."

The Touch is Gone!.....I hold on this is not Because I m BUSY! I Lost this Is not because i m non- match fit...but i lost this touch is because You are More important Than this...

I adore You Father! gona find back the touch.....its fading...

oliverchan

Happy !!

2008-04-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

After This week!! I really felt that a Walk with God Is not always We gota Keep saying that we gona hang on and hang on and keep moaning and struggling!

I have EVERY RIGHT TO STAY HAPPY!!! I m Just Happy Because YOU LOVE ME!!! You RESCUE ME!! MUAHAHAH!!!!!!

I Am Really Blessed by some little things in life and Its like out of no where this thing will come!

Oh Lord!....Keep my VISION and DREAMS! I m not gota let them rob it away!....

As days goes by...Week by WEEK! I really felt that My days of goin into Ns are drawing nearer and nearer and NEXT Month is the Napfa test!

I Gota Get and PRESS into That Secret place! Deeper Deeper!!...The World cnt take you away from me!

For The past Few Weeks i'been meeting and Seeing people who are really Down and sad ...Everywhere i go ..and the feeling was like really bad !

THE JOY FROM YOU IS MY STRENGTH!!!

This week Gona be Even BETTER....

Jia you Oliverchan! =)

obedience!

2008-04-08T22:47:00.002+08:00

Now You gave your only son for me and set this sinner free!
Now You love mE LIKE YOUR ONLY SON And taught my heart TO FEAR!!

Still you love me.....I neva be the same again!

I had a rollercoaster ride this few days!...uP AND DOWN~! Im not really satisfy where i am! I gona be strong!! ....Inside out!
Deliver me from where i am at...for you know my heart well ,

rahh!! I could really felt this world is falling onto me!....tHEY are REALLY selfish!!!
dosent care how u feel....Throw all responsibilities , workload and even anger towards straight right to yr face!
i know and always know there are more to come.....T.T

I love you,....Jesus!! I love you DADDY GOD! I love you my SAVIOUR!

oliverchan

Tougher....argh!

2008-04-06T21:28:00.002+08:00

This week is really Packed! All GLORY To the HIM!!! I Got a job at Hsbc , even though the environment was not so awesome but i strongly believe i will be made productive and be fruitful during these few months!

Just finish watching a short clip of POC! Father!...Thank for LOVING ME!
I m Over my head each time when i m busy and trouble! I gota make a strong CONVICTION that CHRIST is the ROCK OF MY FOUNDATION!!! \

This week...chong and wei liang are realli facing tough and hard times! no body say its gona be busy! Come on People!

Chong-- I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!
wei liang -- STAY STRONG!!!!

i cant be complacent now ...i gota keep on running!!! father ....last supp paper at april 26th follow by nafa test and then NS!
I got a few moments of realli being alone this week and as i m alone ,...i felt that you are there for me when i m lonely and down!

Nobody understands me ..except you! give me WISDOM to encourage ..i m not good with my words....even if the whole world falls onto me i m not gona give up my faith on u!! I love you...I m STUPID...SLOW in things and Really DUMB AT TIMES!!

But into your hands i commit all to you...Use me and i wana regret no more!....

take me deeper....This week is another new Challenge...

Every trouble gona be MY STEPPING STONE....

oliverchan