Saturday, January 10, 2009

My God......

I Try Blog Something Different...Really Different This time round but it seems that Every Post is So Religious...not religious but if others read it, they will really think that i m really Crazy ahah!

Here it Goes....

This Week is Really Memorable ...I should say My Jaws are Wide Open If i would Sum all up together . Monday Was Good =)! I Begin to Cherish My Family Even More ...Its Just when You realise that you are really fortunate and Blessed than Others. I love My Family! People Would Really think i m crazy if i say this cause for the past few Years i been really Dry and Defeated when it comes to Family. But God is Amazing....Its just Like in a Moment everything was Gone and New Relationship begin to start.

I Begin to Love and Enjoy This 5 months Of Trainning at Camp! 5 months Is really long T.T but its the value and etc that you learn! I m Enjoying it every SINGLE DAY~! =) Its like....I m goin all out 100 Percent Everyday For HIM And For Myself!

This WEek I felt like I have so much in Hand but I cant do anythiing to Help just really Helpless! " HEY IF YOU KEEP CARRY ON HELPING AND ENCOURAGING..OTHERS MIGHT NOT EVEN CARE.!" Its When You though u could Lift some one up and change one life everysingle day and everything was screwed right from the beginning to the end. Blank...blank Blank...My Mind IS really Blank ahah!

Every Night....I m Praying...wondering...i felt so ocuppied in the middle of the night....too much i m wonderin and browsing back my History too much!....one of the night...my Squad mate Went up WALKING UP AND DOWN in the middle of the room and out of the sudden he came Strangling my FRIEND ! I m like " ARGHH!!!!!!!! " LOL! all of us went out of the room and left him inside when Instructors came down he laid flat on the Ground . CRAZY NIGHT!! AHAH! ...I m still thinking how come all of us was like GIRLS really Girls came out screaming instead of waking him up.. and on and on...came a STORY Telling me A GIRL was in the room everynight walking Up and DOWN! muahahah!! i was like really FREAK OUT! ahha! Afterall....I m NOT AFRAID! LOL!!!

The nxt following day ..all of us had our 2.4km run...i felt LIKE SONIC...FLASH...SUPERMAN....Its just like You finish taking STERIODS~~! lol ...My Blood was really Gushing like real crazing before the run and i Completed everything in 9min 24 Secs..My Jaws are really WIDE THIS TIME ROUND LOL! My Regular timing was 10.25 and it just went to 9.24secs. THnk God...This TIme round I really Felt like Sonic...my Squadmates just think i went bersek that week...Thnk God..LOL i m fine! I wana Jump above 220cm...lol i can !! crap i gota jump jump higher every single day!

I m seeing myself climbing...moving into a new Stage where you are really alone and no one is there for you...but just gota rely and think depend on yourself! Oh God is really faithful and at times when really faithless..he is always there! i can look forward everyweek now....I wana climb higher....faster faster!!......My Mind Is dead..again LOL! God is Good all the Time ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Oliverchan

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