...Just Updated Wd We Had Yest At PIZZA HUT...Haha ..All thnks To dominic and Some hw We ended down Dere! =)...Today...Today!!!..Same Old Thing..Ntuc...And Some How I Felt that Victor ...
Victor.....Just tried to talk to him and engaged him into God...But sumhw just Could'nt do anything..Failure..heh! ...Why cant i just talk through him! time time....somehow..just Cant Use Anyword But...HELPLESS!!!!!
He is Nice Guy...Dun wana See Him Live On with Life Without Christ!
In the Thoughs ...I wanted To Quit the Ministry..and Some How...Just felt that i m nt good enough..heh! ....Whats Goin On!!!......And Keep finding excuses Not to GO For Cg meeting and Duty!!!
I duno what i m doing...Messy messy...Just Felt..MESSY.CRAZY.SIAO..And Not compose...moving Forward at all!
This IS nt Me...Not Me...Just Why am i Like This!!...heh!! ..I guess I Might Nt even get to go Back Playing Goalie anymore..I have Lost ALl TOUCH!!...My Touch..towards the Ball!!!.....
Father ..DUn Let me Lose on Evrything...U knw dat i Love U!!! ...Blame It on my Pride! ..Sumhow..Always Been grateful For u have Plan evrything in my life...Life have to go on!.....Tomo Goin for cg and Service......
Let me have mY Passion....Compassion....Touch...Pull Me up..cause Just Simply Tired,....exhausted frustrated!...
Right now...am living in a ''house''...feel with...''great PARENTS''....I dun even care at all......HAVING THEM IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW DOSENT MAKES ANY DIFFERENCE AT ALL!!!!!!
I know i SHould'tn say this...But All..I could depend and trust on Is U ...Daddy God alone!..the rest..Dosent even want to care abt anything! bUt to work hard and Get on with life!!!... OLiverchan IS Gona DO WELL!!!
Oliverchan!
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