All i need is you!

Finally! another 5 days of the week ended! Arghh! ahah!!>.I would say 5/10!...
hmmm, Today test...manage to completed all =)! praise god! after that ..Joel came my house today to SLack..off the week aaha!..Swim and slack! O.o ...Its been a long time since we slack together!

MY investment in their lives..Is getting Out of hand!..I dosent know what to do..father! I m burning with your DESIRE! ...Running all the way to you, guide me in your ways!
Joel sounded and told me that today... "ben ,theres a Devil inside you?" haha I m NOT SURPRISE After all..Negative thoughs been comin in and out..being sooo frustrated..No being accountable.! heh! ...I know myself well..Stubborn. with full of pride! Getting stuck into getting that green tea..and for long i m still waiting for the greentea.

....Just came back frm long distance run..frm B.timah all the way to cck and back !...During the midst ..this time round i felt extremely tired ..like neva before..and during my 2 hrs Run. lots of things came across my mind!...I need u dadddy...so much! i know that this RACE is just started, and i m like this!....I need UUUU like neva before and after my run....i realise that Your strength is everything!...By it..is running...Studying and even personal life..I need You!>..All i need is you!..

Next week ex cg mem..gona teach me hw to play songs...destiny..and 1 worship song by guitar! wahahha!!...so blurr at times...i keep forgetting my touch ..everytime i practice at home! arghH!! anywae, Looking forward to it! =)
tomo serving ...ALL THE WAY!!! =)
gona be back...next week gona shift back to cck!! hahah~!

During in my midst...gona thank joel and CHUNLI..and DOM so much!
My blessings from God!

olivercan