In your glory ...may i be found!

This week is totally SLACK! T.o for some reasons really dosent know why!

Hmm...From now on, thats it gona serve every week! gona discipline myself!...I just love serving You...And neva eva though of getting tired!..And even if off duty week..i still gona serve!

.......Life is really down and out, but its really you thats why i m clinging on..draw me near to your throne with angels all around crying out!
...I have not be a good brother to My siblings...

--Not a Fillial Son , Not a Faithful servant, Not a Responsible guy!

Temper had been fiery recently....com on Ben! Meekness....Love...Tolerance...Forgive....forget!
And here i m

Writing this to you!...



Dear Benjamin chan,

...What happend to you recently?...Didn You know that all along i m worried and concerned about you, you have not been yourself recently?...Why cant you be accountable to your Cell group leader Elaine!..I know that you love her and really Been on fire for God since after emerge! What happend to you?...I dun see the brokeness in you! You know that through him all things Are POSSIBLE!..You are Relying on Yourself ..your strength!..

And i know You are STUBBORN...Having PRIDE From the start of the day!...And knowing what to do yet these things Got over your head!..Where is your fire? Where is Your Peserverance?
I dun see the Oliverchan In you?...and Please For GOD sake ...PLease Apply what pastor kong had taught u into your life! I m SOrry..that i been straight forward..cause i really care for u and worried for you..!

You are not stupid...not foolish..But just Stubborn and with your PRide! Stop claiming that You love god..an If you really love GOD!!>.LOVE THE PEOPLE IN YOUR CLASSS!!!..
Love the People in the Cg, trust them...And Listen to wd..Joel say" Settle your prob first den come worship god" ...Benjamin...You really Changed. Just that You didn realise that ., all of us notice that for the past few weeks ...You CHANGED!...Where is the fire in you
?..I dun wan to see you walk out of god!..God is the same Yest..today and foreva!
I love you benjamin and i care for you.

What this WORLD can offer>? Nothing!
Come back to his presence..let him know that you love him...love your leader...love your cell group!..BEing FRUSTRATED..ANGRY cnt help !

thats all i wana say and i be praying for you ...Knowing that U can do it.! take care!

with love!
god bless

Oliverchan!